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Hello world,
It has Been a long time...... But here I am.... Yes i am still alive!!!
Ive been working alot trying to make things Meet...... Put it this way, Does anyone know any jobs that are Hiring? Midnight would be great because that is about the only time that i dont work......... I need a Third Job. Or if anyone knows a good paying Job.. Next Week i work about 80 hours between both jobs. there are 168 hours in a week, So I still have more time to work.....
Anyways.... I know that I dont update much, but this will prob be the last day that I have Cable or internet because I dont have the money to pay for it..... I try my Hardest but it Just never seems like enouf.... thats why I need a third job.... I never try to do anything to Hurt anyone. I help everyone that needs it, And put them over me to make sure they are doing well. I help them out at any point, But I feel that when I need It, I have no one to help me..... Shit I had to ask My Mother and Sister to help me out... that kills me the most..... I am BREAKING Down......... Im really loosing it, all I do is Cry, at home and at work. I dont regret anything, I just want ... i dont know. Vennesah is the only person that keeps me here right now. I Love you Baby thank you for everything!!
I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Night,
Joshua Corey Mackiewicz
It has Been a long time...... But here I am.... Yes i am still alive!!!
Ive been working alot trying to make things Meet...... Put it this way, Does anyone know any jobs that are Hiring? Midnight would be great because that is about the only time that i dont work......... I need a Third Job. Or if anyone knows a good paying Job.. Next Week i work about 80 hours between both jobs. there are 168 hours in a week, So I still have more time to work.....
Anyways.... I know that I dont update much, but this will prob be the last day that I have Cable or internet because I dont have the money to pay for it..... I try my Hardest but it Just never seems like enouf.... thats why I need a third job.... I never try to do anything to Hurt anyone. I help everyone that needs it, And put them over me to make sure they are doing well. I help them out at any point, But I feel that when I need It, I have no one to help me..... Shit I had to ask My Mother and Sister to help me out... that kills me the most..... I am BREAKING Down......... Im really loosing it, all I do is Cry, at home and at work. I dont regret anything, I just want ... i dont know. Vennesah is the only person that keeps me here right now. I Love you Baby thank you for everything!!
I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Night,
Joshua Corey Mackiewicz