Curveball, strike 3..
At times like these i'm glad that I am the type of person that can be happy and at the same time prepare myself for the worst case scenario. Long story short I came home to a crushing instant message in my away message, yeah so she isn't over her x and moved too fast. I don't like to drink unless I am celebrating or in good company but last night I wanted to try and find some solice in sleep so I drank all of the alcoholic beverages in the fridge even though I know it wasn't what I wanted. Now as per the normal I feel numb. Work should be interesting today however I'll be ok I just need time and to remember to keep my mouth shut and just suffer through this lonely existence.