Chewing the fat
So again I sit here typing after a long period of time without posting anything. I have been reading peoples posts but otherwise have been flying under the radar. Ever feel like your living one certain day over and over, kind of like the movie Groundhog Day except it may be that there isn't something you can or need to do to stop living this one day and move on? I have a good feeling about next year and although I am intellegent enough to keep part of my brain focused on the here and now and a bit on the near future I cannot help but look to my horizon longingly..
I can practically feel the new wave of changes headed towards me like the lapping waves of the ocean. My nights are filled with visions of both being swept into a more productive and more positive future as well as visions of being pulled under a hammer like wave and sinking to my sandy grave. I have a lot to think about, a lot to prepare for and a lot more changing to do, a few more demons to vanquish and victories relish. I can't help but think about all that I have to gain and all that I have to lose. I have a lot I want to accomplish which makes me wary, however I have hope. Everything can change, ones world can be turned upside down in only a moment. So I will tackle these obstacles as they come and learn from the mistakes I am bound to make and well try to keep January in the future where it should be.
I can practically feel the new wave of changes headed towards me like the lapping waves of the ocean. My nights are filled with visions of both being swept into a more productive and more positive future as well as visions of being pulled under a hammer like wave and sinking to my sandy grave. I have a lot to think about, a lot to prepare for and a lot more changing to do, a few more demons to vanquish and victories relish. I can't help but think about all that I have to gain and all that I have to lose. I have a lot I want to accomplish which makes me wary, however I have hope. Everything can change, ones world can be turned upside down in only a moment. So I will tackle these obstacles as they come and learn from the mistakes I am bound to make and well try to keep January in the future where it should be.