Dec 01, 2004 22:06
i'm having a bad time. a bad, bad time. -sigh-
life : 2
jillian : 0
i miss my grandma today. i miss her everyday, but today it's a lot more. i wish i could just jump in the car and go see her. but i can't. because she's not there. :( i know next time i go to helena, i'm going to go to the cemetary. i feel the need to talk to her a little bit. i know i can talk to her whenever i want, but being there makes it somewhat closer to being real.
am i simply insane?