Recount.
Was just reading some of my past entries. God am I depressing and repetitive in almost all of them. Sometimes I still can't believe people aren't bored of me yet.
I shall talk of something light today, school work. It's piling up on me after 1 month and the modules I picked turned out to have quite a load of information to memorize. I'm seriously wondering if I would struggle and fail at the end of the race only to fall back to below 2.0. I'm thinking of trying voice-recording for all my notes, that way I could listen to them whenever I like. I learned in cognitive psychology that auditory memory is stronger than visual, but even if I do have my mp3 on me everyday why would I choose listening to my own voice ranting about school work instead of music? I have to figure something out quick.
Time flies, I just realized that my brother and I have been at our ignoring-each-others-existence war for over a year. Way longer than the one he had with Mom. I wonder how long am I actually planning to keep this up. I say "I" not because I was the one who started it, but I know that any chances of compromise would definitely be on my part. He's too self-absorbed to want to take the first step.
But turns out, neither do I. I seriously don't see the point it salvaging anything. Yes I get that he's all dark and twisty like me with Dad punching the crap out of him so many times he even called the police, but that doesn't give him the right to just waste his life away playing computer games for the past 2 years and ignoring me for no good reason.
Oops, my bad. I was suppose to be all light and breezy today. Apparently that kind of weather never happens to me.
I shall talk of something light today, school work. It's piling up on me after 1 month and the modules I picked turned out to have quite a load of information to memorize. I'm seriously wondering if I would struggle and fail at the end of the race only to fall back to below 2.0. I'm thinking of trying voice-recording for all my notes, that way I could listen to them whenever I like. I learned in cognitive psychology that auditory memory is stronger than visual, but even if I do have my mp3 on me everyday why would I choose listening to my own voice ranting about school work instead of music? I have to figure something out quick.
Time flies, I just realized that my brother and I have been at our ignoring-each-others-existence war for over a year. Way longer than the one he had with Mom. I wonder how long am I actually planning to keep this up. I say "I" not because I was the one who started it, but I know that any chances of compromise would definitely be on my part. He's too self-absorbed to want to take the first step.
But turns out, neither do I. I seriously don't see the point it salvaging anything. Yes I get that he's all dark and twisty like me with Dad punching the crap out of him so many times he even called the police, but that doesn't give him the right to just waste his life away playing computer games for the past 2 years and ignoring me for no good reason.
Oops, my bad. I was suppose to be all light and breezy today. Apparently that kind of weather never happens to me.