this is what depression feels like.. the rut you cant get out of
School has begun and I can feel a tremendous weight upon me.
It almost brings me to tears when I think about how much work I've already put in and the fact that I will not be graduating anytime soon in the near future.
I don't know how to tell my mom it's going to be another 3 years.
I'm moving home sept 1. Haven't started packing. I haven't started anything.
I can't wake up early. I'm always tired and I sleep too much.
And I thought the boy would make things better, but i'm way too much of a paranoid girl thinking he doesn't like me enough when in reality he is just super busy and i'm needy. not to mention the whole thing is unrealistic to begin with
fuck.
It almost brings me to tears when I think about how much work I've already put in and the fact that I will not be graduating anytime soon in the near future.
I don't know how to tell my mom it's going to be another 3 years.
I'm moving home sept 1. Haven't started packing. I haven't started anything.
I can't wake up early. I'm always tired and I sleep too much.
And I thought the boy would make things better, but i'm way too much of a paranoid girl thinking he doesn't like me enough when in reality he is just super busy and i'm needy. not to mention the whole thing is unrealistic to begin with
fuck.