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"What do you live for?" I get this question all the time when people realize that I am, for all intents and purposes, an atheist. At first, I just blew it off as more of an insult than anything; I mean, I have morals and all...more so than a lot of people...but now that I hear it more often, it's starting to get to me. I...don't even know how to explain it. What do I live for? Shit, I don't even know. Right now, it's just day in, day out, same old shit...really old shit. All I want is for someone to tell me, to reassure me that it gets better. Best years of my life? Not so far. God, I hate feeling like this, but for some reason, I can't seem to get out of it. A Downward Spiral, if you will.
College is all about being away from parents, doing your own thing; the real test of will is what you do while you're here. Whether you drink every night, smoke pot every day, skip class...this all determines the habits you carry on with you later. So make them good ones...if you want. It's more fun not to.

Dry your eyes, mate
I know it's hard to take, but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes, mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now
It's over

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