why is truth so hard to find in this world?

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alright, sorry guys, i was in san antonio for the last couple of days and i didn't really have the chance to do any updating. by the way, happy birthday clay...as lindsey pointed out and then rubbed in my face the fact i didn't know it was his birthday. but anyway, i don't have much to say besides spring break is almost over...it's already saturday and we have to go to school on monday. the yellowcard/something corporate concert is less than 20 hours away...oh yeah, battle of the bands is april...9th, last i heard. it's going to be a lot of fun, everyone should attend. well anyway, i'm probably going to go sulk in my bed or kill some nazis or terrorists. i'll update again later
that is all

I see the parts but not the whole
I study saints and scholars both
No perfect plan unfurls
Do I trust my heart or just my mind?
Why is truth so hard to find in this world?
In this world
Cause I am due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
I'll stare straight into the sun
And I won't close my eyes
'Til I understand or go blind