WHAT'S BEEN GOING ON....
What an interesting month. How can I sum up September? One word, bittersweet…I guess.
As you all know, I moved in with 7 people (this is a true story, of seven strangers, picked to live in a house, work together, to find out what happens, when stop being polite, and start getting real, THE REAL WORLD, Minneapolis) to the warehouse district…. so far so good. The house/duplex is over 100 years old, and there’s a cave…it’s where Samara lives…she’s pretty cool…she knows how to party! Anyhow, I want to pimp up this place…like make it all artsy fartsy. I guess I’ll do it sometime this week.
So the quarter is over and I failed ethics cause I stopped going…ha! My first class that I ever failed…and hopefully last! Now I have a week of doing nothing! I don’t have to work till Friday…
Speaking of working, I really enjoy my new job, so far…ha! My co-workers are totally rad…especially my manager Soy Yien. I asked her how to make Kim Chee the other day, since she’s Korean and all…and she laughed her ass off. What a bad Cliché I guess? And every boy I work with is gay…haha! But I don’t think they know I am…should I tell them?
Okay moving on….
Time to fill in some angst!
Lately, I’ve been really unhappy. Once again, I feel like people hate me. And I know it’s not the case, but my mind likes to play tricks on me…I think I’m crazy, really I do. Like last night….
I went out with Adam, Amanda, Jon, Justin, and Dan out to the Kitty Cat Club. I was the DD, so obviously I didn’t drink. It was cool at first, but then I got really bored…since everyone was getting nice and tipsy. And Amanda met up with a few of her friends, so it was kinda awkward hanging out with strangers. Then Jon and Justin left…so did Dan. And I wanted to got too, but I couldn’t cause I was the DD, so I just basically told Adam to find another ride…and I stormed off and walked home…from dinky town to downtown to the warehouse district, so a good hour.
Now, I didn’t really ditch Adam and Amanda cause Amanda’s friend drove Adam’s car home, but still I felt like the biggest ass…and crazy for storming off! Gah! It was my fault. Amanda said she felt bad…cause This guy she was trying to set me up with that night didn’t show up…so she felt bad about the whole situation…I said I didn’t really care about that…but deep down, I did. Fuck….Ahhhhh…I’m a mess…It feels like no matter what I do…nothing is gonna go my way, god just teabags me in the face all the time…24/7! It’s pointless to care anymore….*sigh* Don’t matter…it’s not like the “set up” was going to work out anyways.
To sum it up, I have issues, I’m crazy, and you should probably hate me…
The end!!!
As you all know, I moved in with 7 people (this is a true story, of seven strangers, picked to live in a house, work together, to find out what happens, when stop being polite, and start getting real, THE REAL WORLD, Minneapolis) to the warehouse district…. so far so good. The house/duplex is over 100 years old, and there’s a cave…it’s where Samara lives…she’s pretty cool…she knows how to party! Anyhow, I want to pimp up this place…like make it all artsy fartsy. I guess I’ll do it sometime this week.
So the quarter is over and I failed ethics cause I stopped going…ha! My first class that I ever failed…and hopefully last! Now I have a week of doing nothing! I don’t have to work till Friday…
Speaking of working, I really enjoy my new job, so far…ha! My co-workers are totally rad…especially my manager Soy Yien. I asked her how to make Kim Chee the other day, since she’s Korean and all…and she laughed her ass off. What a bad Cliché I guess? And every boy I work with is gay…haha! But I don’t think they know I am…should I tell them?
Okay moving on….
Time to fill in some angst!
Lately, I’ve been really unhappy. Once again, I feel like people hate me. And I know it’s not the case, but my mind likes to play tricks on me…I think I’m crazy, really I do. Like last night….
I went out with Adam, Amanda, Jon, Justin, and Dan out to the Kitty Cat Club. I was the DD, so obviously I didn’t drink. It was cool at first, but then I got really bored…since everyone was getting nice and tipsy. And Amanda met up with a few of her friends, so it was kinda awkward hanging out with strangers. Then Jon and Justin left…so did Dan. And I wanted to got too, but I couldn’t cause I was the DD, so I just basically told Adam to find another ride…and I stormed off and walked home…from dinky town to downtown to the warehouse district, so a good hour.
Now, I didn’t really ditch Adam and Amanda cause Amanda’s friend drove Adam’s car home, but still I felt like the biggest ass…and crazy for storming off! Gah! It was my fault. Amanda said she felt bad…cause This guy she was trying to set me up with that night didn’t show up…so she felt bad about the whole situation…I said I didn’t really care about that…but deep down, I did. Fuck….Ahhhhh…I’m a mess…It feels like no matter what I do…nothing is gonna go my way, god just teabags me in the face all the time…24/7! It’s pointless to care anymore….*sigh* Don’t matter…it’s not like the “set up” was going to work out anyways.
To sum it up, I have issues, I’m crazy, and you should probably hate me…
The end!!!