dark and dismal
One of the reasons for my rather-extended LJ hiatus was because there was a lot of family stuff going on with my sister A. It wasn't that things were constantly bad. Rather, they'd plunge into being horrible, with a lot of situations that I had to deal with. Then, after I'd had a little time to process and freak out, things would get better. Then, a little while later, they would crash again. So I couldn't really get my emotions under control.
Now, things are apparently going badly again, and I am just emotionally undone. I don't have anyone to turn to in this. I need to stay strong, but it's hard.
I'm sorry for the vagueness, but, in that this is my journal, I know what I mean, and in that others may read this, although I try to maintain some anonymity, I don't want to compromise my sister's privacy.
Chang
Now, things are apparently going badly again, and I am just emotionally undone. I don't have anyone to turn to in this. I need to stay strong, but it's hard.
I'm sorry for the vagueness, but, in that this is my journal, I know what I mean, and in that others may read this, although I try to maintain some anonymity, I don't want to compromise my sister's privacy.
Chang