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Sorry to have not posted...I've been busy doing the usual nothing...
Way back to last week, I had made a statement about doing something to find a job. I did make a phone call on Saturday, talked to the cashier working the station I wanted to apply at...and it was confirmed they don't have the old-fashioned paper applications anymore...
But as for going...I didn't...
I don't know why... Maybe I'm ashamed of taking a poor person's bus to the gas station and have it pick me up a bit later...I suppose I should look at it as a challenge...to show people what I overcome, if I can. Like that old saying... so far down, no where to go, but up... That's me...
I'm still overweight, haven't been doing anything to ease that burden.... Still have a library in walking distance, but not the straight line it was in the last place we lived... So I haven't ventured there...besides, owe them $4....
Play video games... watch the tv shows that come on netflix... oh shit, today is Thursday, Missed the premiere of Smallville... Though, I didn't watch it much last year, kinda bored of it...
So been watching "Bones" and "The Unit"....
Sometimes can't help thinking that I'm a waste of space...or I shouldn't have been born. That I've regressed to be dumber than I used to be... that i should work at a factory like my sister...where the mentally challenged are paid for pennies to the dollar. It's all I'm good for...
Way back to last week, I had made a statement about doing something to find a job. I did make a phone call on Saturday, talked to the cashier working the station I wanted to apply at...and it was confirmed they don't have the old-fashioned paper applications anymore...
But as for going...I didn't...
I don't know why... Maybe I'm ashamed of taking a poor person's bus to the gas station and have it pick me up a bit later...I suppose I should look at it as a challenge...to show people what I overcome, if I can. Like that old saying... so far down, no where to go, but up... That's me...
I'm still overweight, haven't been doing anything to ease that burden.... Still have a library in walking distance, but not the straight line it was in the last place we lived... So I haven't ventured there...besides, owe them $4....
Play video games... watch the tv shows that come on netflix... oh shit, today is Thursday, Missed the premiere of Smallville... Though, I didn't watch it much last year, kinda bored of it...
So been watching "Bones" and "The Unit"....
Sometimes can't help thinking that I'm a waste of space...or I shouldn't have been born. That I've regressed to be dumber than I used to be... that i should work at a factory like my sister...where the mentally challenged are paid for pennies to the dollar. It's all I'm good for...