Mental Lyin Ass Hoe= Kaidee (these are my confessions)

Mar 22, 2006 09:42

First let me say I'm not one prone to cursing but with her in the picture everything changes *shrug* and I do a lot of things I normally wouldn't. Let me set the scene if i can, we went to high school together, met again afterwards on bp, and well feelings were exchanged... So wow yes here we are today almost four years later and NOW the fighting truly begins. How so? And why? She decided she has a need to lie to me (what for now after we been broken up for almost 3 years iono) but two months ago (Jan) she pops back up talking about she misses her best friend. So now she's writing blogs about how I'm trying to run her life and how I did her (oh i wish she'd share this blog but she won't cus her lies will be exposed). Now if it was all that serious I'd blast and clown her lying ass ahh but it's not that serious and so i'm just venting in my blog and i'mma let it go.

So what really happened (this time): My side (cus there is ALWAYS 3 sides to a story) it started I guess last month, friendship was str8 had a few issues we talked them out whatever you know. Then she started acting brand nu after her 23rd birthday. She all on downelink with a gay background of TATU, orientation says "lesbian" and when i'd ask her what was up she'd get defensive and oh the clincher she gotta picture of some girl with her all snuggled up talking about that's my boo. Mind you the girl can't spell for crap so of course she spelled DUMB (dume) wrong. She shoulda just saved herself the embarrasment and asked me how to spell it like she did the other words *shrug*.

Cheaters and liars never prosper (know this) cuz i sho caught her in a lie. I asked her three simple questions. 1. Are you a lesbian? 2. Are you attracted to women? 3. Are you talking to someone? Some might say why u all in her business and i'mma say cus if she is i need to know so i can leave her alone. Well she got defensive asked why and said she had to go and logged off. So I caught the vision and turned her phone back off i'm not gonna participate in her destruction. Then when she gotta clue she called me back and asked why i did it and i told her. I'mma give her her props... she's changed we didn't argue, fuss, or fight. I said my peace, she lied and i clicked in her face for which i got blogged about. Then she comes back trying to be nice and by then i'm hot at how she tried to do me so i said u don't exist to me (but its not possible only in theory). So then i got blogged about again and ohhh she used our actual conversation from IM.

Here we go now (again)... so yesterday i called her at work trying to get a resolve and some closure. What a waste of time cus she lied through and through saying she was str8, she ain't gotta girl and my favorite "she respects me that's why she don't wanna tell me the truth" girl boo lemme bet she started tripping when i called her gf on the tre-way. So her girl got mad and clicked in my face when i said Kay said they was just friends. Why she don't want me to know she gotta girl she had no problem telling me about simma why she trying to hide now?? I know why but we will discuss that later. The two of them deserve each other lemme tell you that much and i told both of them that. I sent ole girl a txt message saying thanks and she did me a favor (why?) to force Kay's hand so she'd have to tell her the truth. Everybody who knows the Kay and T saga knows we were like conjoined twins at the hip. Well God via Meme has severed the ties that bind us. Woo sah! Finally and like conjoined twins it's weird.

My Jerry Springer final thought she always says i jump to conclusions so i tried to give her a chance to be real with me. 100% like she claims to be girl boo she real 100% fake, I'm like Just be a WOMAN about it. Now I'm sure there is gonna be another blog about me go ahead and lie its what she does best cus she's a hustla baby and i just want ya'll to know. I'm even surer that kay thinks I'm something like a "crazy ass stalking bitch" but good cus it's cool. I am, was, and will always be a much better person for knowing her. I'd be a retarded fool to go back into homosexuality after all we done been through these past four years. Problem is i'm torn i want kay and meme to last so kay will stay gone but its homosexuality and u know it aint gone last forever. I know imma get enough time to get to the top and then she won't be able to get at me. Besides this is kay we talking about she'll stay with anyone who wants to be with her she got low self-esteem like that. So why lie? She says to protect me, I say she don't want me knowing the truth and frankly it don't matter cus i already know and i'm so gone. Well I got my freedom from her that's all that matters God will fa sho take care of the rest. I just can't believe she doesn't feel bad or remorseful for the way she's doing me. I was the one who was always there, tried to be there and wanted to be there. Now I'm just the crazy ex when I'm actually her best friend who is looking out for her best interest her soul salvation included. See if i wasn't ready to let this all go I'd tell her momma. But God knows and God is gonna take care of her (again) and set the rest in order for the dirt she doing to me. You'd think she'd learned by now but no.

So while she lying on me, to me, and about me. I'm surprised she didn't tell the world that she dated the "infamous ex-lesbian of bp" And she's partly to blame why I'm not even gay anymore. Maybe add the book in that I wrote or that i broke up with her. Yeah important facts that were left out but "i wanna be back with her" like that silly braud is a mess she needs to get a clue and buy a vowel. Good riddance and good night. God fenna take care of her again and Dani can't be her saying grace where I'm concerned anymore cus NOTHING in this world will change what she did nobody can fix yesterday.

Don't wanna tell me the truth so u wouldn't lose me by lying to me you already lost me but u don't care.

Comes to light... everything.
finally i can exhale
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