Begin Again
'He brings me to the banquet hall:
His banner over me is love.'
- Song of Solomon 2:4
As I envelope myself in His and people's love, I've begun to see and understand that we had been chasing rainbows all along. That what I had lost is nothing compared to what I would have gained. If anything, I'm more resolute than ever and I know there is no turning back, no more longing, no more feelings of rejection over and over. I'm not placing my worth in the eyes of man but in the eyes of God. I had been having good sleep the past two weeks - simply knowing that there is a weight lifted off my shoulders, having accomplished what has been at the back of my mind all along. Today I woke up feeling refreshed and full of hope for the future, knowing God has a plan for me. Yay! :D
That said, while emotionally I'm great, unfortunately I've fallen sick physically haha. Can't wait to fully recover because I've a weekend getaway trip with my dear girls!