Lethargy.
Eeeeeeeh, so I don't like writing Livejournals and I feel like I have to.
What of it?
Blegh.
I am feeling impatient today and I love typing the letter sssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
I don't know why.
Did I imagine that whole fucking entry? Did I click on the wrong link or wtf was that and what was going on? I feel like a crazy person. Probably was deleted because of jealous peoples. I just totally freaked for no reason. God, I hate me on my pre-period. I am totally fine during and post-period but I am completely irrational and insane during. Also, suicidal.
"It's like eating speed and riding a plane
It's too bright
It's too bright."
Gah, so bored. SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Yeah. So like. Just whatever.
Wanted to hang with Mandy today. But she wasn't in the mood all that much. God, whateveeeeer.
Dammit, what should I do? Matt, Janae and Shelby wanna get high with me next week, but I don't really want to. I already did it on my Fourth of July party and lied to Mandy about it and deeply regretted it. Pot never seems to be fun for me anymore. The first time was great and then after that it went all to shit. Dammit. Dammitdammits.
My mom is leaving for California on Thursday and then me and Michael are alllll alone. I was thinking of sneaking over to Dylan's house, or having a little party, but idk. I dislike lying to my mom. I feel like she doesn't deserve that after all she's done for me. I feel like having some me time, too. I've been out and about since the summer started. Maybe Nat was right. I should just do nothing for a bit.
I am in the mood for preppy music at the moment. Also, I am tumbl crazy. Every time I touch a computer I get started and because I am watching so many people, the reblogging is infinite. I just can't stop the clock, or my obsession. IT IS CRAZY BUT IT FEELS SO GOOD.
ANYWAYS
I am sick of this journal entry. It felt good, but I think it's time to let go.
Goodnight, ya'll.
I'll be back laters.
What of it?
Blegh.
I am feeling impatient today and I love typing the letter sssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
I don't know why.
Did I imagine that whole fucking entry? Did I click on the wrong link or wtf was that and what was going on? I feel like a crazy person. Probably was deleted because of jealous peoples. I just totally freaked for no reason. God, I hate me on my pre-period. I am totally fine during and post-period but I am completely irrational and insane during. Also, suicidal.
"It's like eating speed and riding a plane
It's too bright
It's too bright."
Gah, so bored. SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Yeah. So like. Just whatever.
Wanted to hang with Mandy today. But she wasn't in the mood all that much. God, whateveeeeer.
Dammit, what should I do? Matt, Janae and Shelby wanna get high with me next week, but I don't really want to. I already did it on my Fourth of July party and lied to Mandy about it and deeply regretted it. Pot never seems to be fun for me anymore. The first time was great and then after that it went all to shit. Dammit. Dammitdammits.
My mom is leaving for California on Thursday and then me and Michael are alllll alone. I was thinking of sneaking over to Dylan's house, or having a little party, but idk. I dislike lying to my mom. I feel like she doesn't deserve that after all she's done for me. I feel like having some me time, too. I've been out and about since the summer started. Maybe Nat was right. I should just do nothing for a bit.
I am in the mood for preppy music at the moment. Also, I am tumbl crazy. Every time I touch a computer I get started and because I am watching so many people, the reblogging is infinite. I just can't stop the clock, or my obsession. IT IS CRAZY BUT IT FEELS SO GOOD.
ANYWAYS
I am sick of this journal entry. It felt good, but I think it's time to let go.
Goodnight, ya'll.
I'll be back laters.