Hopkins tomorrow
I'm trying, with only minor success, not to be stressed about tomorrow. I have several auditory tests scheduled and then I meet with the doctor. My goal for tomorrow is to leave with surgery scheduled, but we'll see. That might be asking too much. I'm just so sick of this stupid hole in my head. The last few weeks have been relatively easy because I've been at home most of the time, but every time I venture out of my ever shrinking realm, it gets more and more difficult to manage this bullshit. Thankfully, I have very good friends, many of which attended my birthday this weekend.
dianora2 and divanoir came down from NYC for the weekend and there were many breakfasts out, and grilling and Japanese hibachi and Cold Stone ice cream cake. It was a great weekend. bbennett and harpinred along with the rest of the local gang came and hung out and it was a wonderfully easy going way to celebrate my 40th birthday. em_meredith even showed up, but I think that was mostly to see dianora2 but she stayed to watch Fanboys, which was awesome. Someone asked me the other day if it bothered me to be turning 40 and I have to say, not really. It would bother me to not get to turn 40, so since I've made it this far, I see it as cause for celebration. For my 41st birthday, I'm hoping to be able to walk unassisted in the dark. I know, dare to dream. Anyway, I know I haven't posted much, that's due to a combination of stress and general laziness. Not to mention, when I feel like writing, it's mostly fiction. I know, dare to dream. But the truth is, I do dare. So I'm going to Johns Hopkins tomorrow and hopefully I'll get some definitive answers to my questions and we can get this show on the road. Wish me luck.
dianora2 and divanoir came down from NYC for the weekend and there were many breakfasts out, and grilling and Japanese hibachi and Cold Stone ice cream cake. It was a great weekend. bbennett and harpinred along with the rest of the local gang came and hung out and it was a wonderfully easy going way to celebrate my 40th birthday. em_meredith even showed up, but I think that was mostly to see dianora2 but she stayed to watch Fanboys, which was awesome. Someone asked me the other day if it bothered me to be turning 40 and I have to say, not really. It would bother me to not get to turn 40, so since I've made it this far, I see it as cause for celebration. For my 41st birthday, I'm hoping to be able to walk unassisted in the dark. I know, dare to dream. Anyway, I know I haven't posted much, that's due to a combination of stress and general laziness. Not to mention, when I feel like writing, it's mostly fiction. I know, dare to dream. But the truth is, I do dare. So I'm going to Johns Hopkins tomorrow and hopefully I'll get some definitive answers to my questions and we can get this show on the road. Wish me luck.