Okay... so now i'm REALLY confused...
I'm staying home from work today because i am REALLY REALLY REALLY not feeling well at all.. and that sucks... oh well what can you do? hm? We dunno. Yeah, so last night Stef was supposed to come out and chill with me 'cause yesterday the new magazine with my big fat head in it came out (check XLR8R magazine).... and model guy was talking to her on the phone... but then said "oh, can you come to my house and meet me for a cigarette>?" "fine." she replied, then proceeded to tell me that she was going to be like, 10 minutes.. So a 1/2 hr. later I called her all like "Um, what's up?" "oh, I'm just chilling in the car with model-guy" "oh. are we doing something?" "yeah, I'll be there in 10 min." Fine.
So anyway, she comes over, sees all the shit I bought (I went sick yesterday because I wanted to celebrate that I had gotten a magazine ad) and i showed her the ad etc.. then she started telling me how she knew he had a crush on me. "buuuullll-shiiit" I said, to which she said 'naw naw naw... I have seen him when he just wants to fuck someone... blah blah blah." Fine, whatever. We go pick up liam, wyho looks less than impressed to see me in the car (He thought he was hanging out with stef on her own) And we drove around for a while before I insisted that we get drive-thru Tim Horton's coffee (I have an issue with eating these days... not an affliction... I just CAN'T eat because I get nauseous... so I've been filling my life with coffee and delectable goodies). So we get to Tim Horton's and I'm yelling Garage Nation bizness out the window of the car when the prepubescant timmy's worker asks us to drive around to the window before he takes our order. Woo-hoo, Time for fun!!
(If you already have a hatred of women, do not read this section)
Let's call timmy-worker michael. Michael is so awestruck by seeing two bodacious babes coming to Hortonland that he gives us free coffee, donuts, hot chocolate, tea etc. "Oo oo, I dare you to put whipped cream on your upper lip," Said I with a mischevious glaze in my eyes "My friend will lick it off for you!" Stef laughed and we had a crazy fun time... Then we told him we'd be back at 11:00 if he had his pants off at the drive thru window. *L* Liam cursed the horrid nature of womenbut agreed that had we wqanted, we could have had him tied up naked in the back room. ha-ha.
So then model-guy kept calling stef's cell.. mmhmm. I don't know how to take this... Like, I KNOW He likes me... but the whole relationship/sex/fact that he has a child totally freaks me out on the one hand...I was sitting here last night trying to picture whether I could imagine myself having sex with him and the whole thing just seemed awkward... but then I realised that that's probably BECAUSE of this whole situation.. I mean, i tyhnk I just have to see how things go etc. before sex gets in the way.. i don't know, am i being fucked up??
Am I demanding too much from this poor sod?
The only happy thought in all of this is that the more indesicive I am the more he'll want me..
BWAHAHAHA
So anyway, she comes over, sees all the shit I bought (I went sick yesterday because I wanted to celebrate that I had gotten a magazine ad) and i showed her the ad etc.. then she started telling me how she knew he had a crush on me. "buuuullll-shiiit" I said, to which she said 'naw naw naw... I have seen him when he just wants to fuck someone... blah blah blah." Fine, whatever. We go pick up liam, wyho looks less than impressed to see me in the car (He thought he was hanging out with stef on her own) And we drove around for a while before I insisted that we get drive-thru Tim Horton's coffee (I have an issue with eating these days... not an affliction... I just CAN'T eat because I get nauseous... so I've been filling my life with coffee and delectable goodies). So we get to Tim Horton's and I'm yelling Garage Nation bizness out the window of the car when the prepubescant timmy's worker asks us to drive around to the window before he takes our order. Woo-hoo, Time for fun!!
(If you already have a hatred of women, do not read this section)
Let's call timmy-worker michael. Michael is so awestruck by seeing two bodacious babes coming to Hortonland that he gives us free coffee, donuts, hot chocolate, tea etc. "Oo oo, I dare you to put whipped cream on your upper lip," Said I with a mischevious glaze in my eyes "My friend will lick it off for you!" Stef laughed and we had a crazy fun time... Then we told him we'd be back at 11:00 if he had his pants off at the drive thru window. *L* Liam cursed the horrid nature of womenbut agreed that had we wqanted, we could have had him tied up naked in the back room. ha-ha.
So then model-guy kept calling stef's cell.. mmhmm. I don't know how to take this... Like, I KNOW He likes me... but the whole relationship/sex/fact that he has a child totally freaks me out on the one hand...I was sitting here last night trying to picture whether I could imagine myself having sex with him and the whole thing just seemed awkward... but then I realised that that's probably BECAUSE of this whole situation.. I mean, i tyhnk I just have to see how things go etc. before sex gets in the way.. i don't know, am i being fucked up??
Am I demanding too much from this poor sod?
The only happy thought in all of this is that the more indesicive I am the more he'll want me..
BWAHAHAHA