Two good emails, one censored name...
Well, today was hard... I had some tough realizations about what life looks like from the point of view of someone who doesnt pack up and leave every six months... things get mundane- they get normal.
Such is life...
I had a wonderful email from my boyfriend today... I just really wish he and I could be friends cause I think we'd be really fucking good at it. I'm just not in a relationship place.
As for other news... I had some wonderful help today in a place I hadnt thought to look until I got a little idea bulb above my head. Things went well there... better than I thought they would and I'd like to say thanks.
As for the boyfriend I think it is time to end this and serious relations of that nature for the moment, I am too young to be commited in the slightest... to anyone and I want to simply enjoy the things life throws at me without having to guard, nurture or mind someone elses feelings that closely.
Someday I shall want just that, and maybe someday he and I will be in the same place because god knows he's one of the best men that has crossed my path.
ANYWAY I'm tired, my ulcer doesnt like me and its time for bed...
Such is life...
I had a wonderful email from my boyfriend today... I just really wish he and I could be friends cause I think we'd be really fucking good at it. I'm just not in a relationship place.
As for other news... I had some wonderful help today in a place I hadnt thought to look until I got a little idea bulb above my head. Things went well there... better than I thought they would and I'd like to say thanks.
As for the boyfriend I think it is time to end this and serious relations of that nature for the moment, I am too young to be commited in the slightest... to anyone and I want to simply enjoy the things life throws at me without having to guard, nurture or mind someone elses feelings that closely.
Someday I shall want just that, and maybe someday he and I will be in the same place because god knows he's one of the best men that has crossed my path.
ANYWAY I'm tired, my ulcer doesnt like me and its time for bed...