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i tried hiding my problems from everyone before.
didn't work.
i'm letting it loose, running wild, and i'm ripping open my body, letting them out to sew myself up again.
isn't working.
tell me what to do, tell me what to say, tell me when to pull the trigger, tell me.
I'm so sick of playing trial and error, I'm so sick of laying my life in other people's hands.
I'm so sick of laying it down, for people who won't do the same.
I'm letting myself loose, I'm running wild, I'm ripping open my body and now I'm closing it.
I'm letting them out through my fingers, through the melodies and the connotations and the grammar. I'm letting them out through water down my cheeks and blood.
I don't have a mouth anymore.
didn't work.
i'm letting it loose, running wild, and i'm ripping open my body, letting them out to sew myself up again.
isn't working.
tell me what to do, tell me what to say, tell me when to pull the trigger, tell me.
I'm so sick of playing trial and error, I'm so sick of laying my life in other people's hands.
I'm so sick of laying it down, for people who won't do the same.
I'm letting myself loose, I'm running wild, I'm ripping open my body and now I'm closing it.
I'm letting them out through my fingers, through the melodies and the connotations and the grammar. I'm letting them out through water down my cheeks and blood.
I don't have a mouth anymore.