blackbird, fly.
i'm already making an effort to change.
gah. i'm too pressured :)) Whether I like it or not, it's not going to go away all of a sudden.
I AM making an effort to change, and wow, uh, certain things people told me today, made me want to go like,
"I'm already trying to change certain things, I'm trying to be more sensitive and I'm trying to distract myself. You all can't blame me that I got affected, I got hurt, too. And I'm sorry I couldn't handle it. But I'm trying. Stop bringing me down, please?"
I dunno anymore. I'm not mad, or sad, or what.
I just feel fucking bad about everything..
gah. i'm too pressured :)) Whether I like it or not, it's not going to go away all of a sudden.
I AM making an effort to change, and wow, uh, certain things people told me today, made me want to go like,
"I'm already trying to change certain things, I'm trying to be more sensitive and I'm trying to distract myself. You all can't blame me that I got affected, I got hurt, too. And I'm sorry I couldn't handle it. But I'm trying. Stop bringing me down, please?"
I dunno anymore. I'm not mad, or sad, or what.
I just feel fucking bad about everything..