Dec 20, 2003 23:38
i want you to notice
i want you to notice
tonight i made a decision and you won't understand it-
strange spinach leaves were dehydrated and soaking up the soap detergent in the sink, my heart just broke
my legs just forgot themselves, (my limbs are mute? my polaroids destroyed; spread themselves unevenly, too much flash not enough flash, and a letter typed out as neat as you can; for elise, for elise.
& hell has cracked wide open! (i found it in the silver shell) and
and i want a perfect soul
and i want a perfect soul
little pupils dilating, hurting, a girl with lace socks, in her mouth across her teeth. soaking up the bad things
until
her
lips
turn lovely. because we're all inside the frozen pond
& we're not waving
we're drowning?