Dec 02, 2003 21:39
i feel all used up - my books are all empty and unexciting, dull dull blanks. i need to get out more! i know it so well. from now on i will work more hours and harder so that i will have extra $$$ to float around venice.
every clock i look at is empty of a face, i feel as though time has lost the plot. i nap like a crazy baby, three times a day and then NO yoga, NO walking, and my body feels like mush.
on a more extraordinary note, i baked bread today! fresh aroma creeping into the corners of the house, the kitchen was all smiles, and i used organic flour because i like the sensation of tasting something real. later i thought about just things and how they are now and how silly it is to worry and procrastinate so intensly you cannot breath. tomorrow i am going to the library to get gorgeous little pocket lonely planet guides and all the books madam valentine (&kristy-lee) have ever recommended to me in the past. brain food on a platter and then i shall be glorious and thin because tomorrow is a new day denying all exceptions.