Seeking inspiration and energy
With only three years under my belt, I need more inspiration and energy for my career.
Every day, my energy level keeps dropping and dropping and my emotions get the best of me. For a career that needs so much enthousiasm from the education (who is supposed to inspire the students), I'm not doing very well. My energy keeps shifting away from why I was hired to the program that I started. It's not even my forte. It's weird, I've started to really like the other program that I started this year, and I didn't even want to teach it.
The roommate and I were chatting about it today and he blames it on the weather. Frankly, I think it's right. When the weather was crappier, the student focused. They cared, they wanted to be there. Now that the sun's out, it's hard to get them to even make eye contact with you. The sun, such a downfall in disguise. We need it for Vitamin D, for the growth of nature and making us happy, yet, it makes it difficult for anyone to focus. Maybe I should start teaching outside.
Romantic/new people in my life front is going well. I met a boy, let's call him "Glasses". Glasses is great, he's funny, charming and a great conversationalist. I've told him that I like him already (god, I feel like I'm in high school). I hope that we get to know each other more. It would be nice to have someone new in my life.
Haven't been spending that much time at home recently. I'm only at home for 20 days out of 31 this month and it's going to be super super busy. I can't wait until April so I can relax, enjoy the BC weather and just hang out with my family. I miss them a lot. A lot.
I leave you with one new thought, it turns out that 1995 is now referred to as "back in the day". I'm 26 and now I feel like I'm 46.
Every day, my energy level keeps dropping and dropping and my emotions get the best of me. For a career that needs so much enthousiasm from the education (who is supposed to inspire the students), I'm not doing very well. My energy keeps shifting away from why I was hired to the program that I started. It's not even my forte. It's weird, I've started to really like the other program that I started this year, and I didn't even want to teach it.
The roommate and I were chatting about it today and he blames it on the weather. Frankly, I think it's right. When the weather was crappier, the student focused. They cared, they wanted to be there. Now that the sun's out, it's hard to get them to even make eye contact with you. The sun, such a downfall in disguise. We need it for Vitamin D, for the growth of nature and making us happy, yet, it makes it difficult for anyone to focus. Maybe I should start teaching outside.
Romantic/new people in my life front is going well. I met a boy, let's call him "Glasses". Glasses is great, he's funny, charming and a great conversationalist. I've told him that I like him already (god, I feel like I'm in high school). I hope that we get to know each other more. It would be nice to have someone new in my life.
Haven't been spending that much time at home recently. I'm only at home for 20 days out of 31 this month and it's going to be super super busy. I can't wait until April so I can relax, enjoy the BC weather and just hang out with my family. I miss them a lot. A lot.
I leave you with one new thought, it turns out that 1995 is now referred to as "back in the day". I'm 26 and now I feel like I'm 46.