mhm.
Yeah so.
I don't look much like a chipmunk anymore. It's good i guess. But my mouth still feels really sore.
School starts Tues. well Tues is registration, but still I need to get there early for the Buddy Breakfast thing. Wed is actual school. I really like our uniform but it's kinda stupid how they're really enforcing the: TUCK IN ALL SHIRTS thing.
Anyway, I'm doing well I suppose. I mean, everyone has problems but I think most of mine are solved. So yeah, John and I are talking again and I hope it's fair to say we're going to be friends again. Only. I think we both have no desire to become involved again anytime. Ever. So, we're on the same page. He's got a new gf, which is cool. So at least we're not all like: OMG GO DIE BITCH to each other anymore. Well at least I know I'm not like that nor will I be.
I don't even know what to do with Mike. Like, yesterday we were talking fine. It was fun and I was actually happy. Come on, I love him, what would make me happier than to talk to him - even if we're just friends? But his Halo games are more important than me and I think that's what ruined it. He rather game and not be 'bothered' by a girlfriend.
I mean, if Mike lived here I'm sure we'd be fine. I guess that's what we're lacking and something he wasn't willing to live with: the distance. It doesn't bother me..I mean who says something can't happen in the future? I'm probably stupid for thinking it but I dunno, I like the thought.
Taylor is slowly finding new options. Sometimes I hate my same sex school. It's so much easier to find someone in a coed environment. I'm so limited and it's annoying.
I know Mike and I wouldn't have worked out as in..right now. But I still wish he'd care. That's all. I'm a foolish little girl and I always will be - but I know what I want, and it's something I'm not getting.
Love,
Belinda.
I don't look much like a chipmunk anymore. It's good i guess. But my mouth still feels really sore.
School starts Tues. well Tues is registration, but still I need to get there early for the Buddy Breakfast thing. Wed is actual school. I really like our uniform but it's kinda stupid how they're really enforcing the: TUCK IN ALL SHIRTS thing.
Anyway, I'm doing well I suppose. I mean, everyone has problems but I think most of mine are solved. So yeah, John and I are talking again and I hope it's fair to say we're going to be friends again. Only. I think we both have no desire to become involved again anytime. Ever. So, we're on the same page. He's got a new gf, which is cool. So at least we're not all like: OMG GO DIE BITCH to each other anymore. Well at least I know I'm not like that nor will I be.
I don't even know what to do with Mike. Like, yesterday we were talking fine. It was fun and I was actually happy. Come on, I love him, what would make me happier than to talk to him - even if we're just friends? But his Halo games are more important than me and I think that's what ruined it. He rather game and not be 'bothered' by a girlfriend.
I mean, if Mike lived here I'm sure we'd be fine. I guess that's what we're lacking and something he wasn't willing to live with: the distance. It doesn't bother me..I mean who says something can't happen in the future? I'm probably stupid for thinking it but I dunno, I like the thought.
Taylor is slowly finding new options. Sometimes I hate my same sex school. It's so much easier to find someone in a coed environment. I'm so limited and it's annoying.
I know Mike and I wouldn't have worked out as in..right now. But I still wish he'd care. That's all. I'm a foolish little girl and I always will be - but I know what I want, and it's something I'm not getting.
Love,
Belinda.