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You Are A Poison
A low, gentle moaning fills the stagnant air
Your words are so hollow and so void of a care
Why be full of love when all I feel is hate
Infinitesimal, only second rate
I’m embraced by thorns, not by your loving arms
I’m through with your useless and unfulfilled charms
I look to the sky and expect to see light
A glimmer, a hope that all will turn out right
It’s a wish, a want, and now all is in vain
I look to the sky and am drowned by the rain
You fill a memory that I can’t erase
Now as I am falling, I see just your face
But how could I ever give you all the blame
It’s me that is falling into all these flames
You look to me, laughing, and hearts slowly break
This love, this rapture that I felt was all fake
To think that you loved me, encircled in lies
You saw me, you smiled, you laughed, said goodbye
Surrounded by nothing, I swim in my tears
Trying to forget all of those shattered years
I’m rained on by fire and walking in glass
Pray that these turbulent times someday pass
I leave behind blood prints and ascend the stair
It’s choking me, killing me, poisonous air
I give back to you the indifference you gave
It’s life that I’m wanting and dreams that I crave
Please kill me in anger and kill me in rage
Perhaps then I can finally turn the page