Jan 24, 2009 19:31
Obviously I find something about my hair distasteful enough to cut it again. I can't seem to be happy with it. At one time I was thinking of letting it grow out long in the front and taper in the back but every time it get to my collar level it drives me crazy so I am stuck in this short hair zone. So I went and had it cut again this morning.. I was fine with it this morning but now I am having cutters remorse.
I told my mother and she freaked the fuck out then called back and apologized. She is worried I am trying to turn into a boy.
THAT is another conversation altogether. Nope, I am not turning into a boy but I have been doing some thinking about cross dressers, Trans, etc and I have found a giant pit of hypocrisy inside myself. That post deserves more time and thought then what I have manically posted here.
I have cleaned and organized so now I am going to make stuffed mushrooms and watch TV and try to remember that when I feel the crazy coming out I should take a breath before doing something drastic.