i hate everything
Well, i don't think today could get any worse. I am sick..I am also depressed. My parents hate me....and theres not a place for me in this world. I am not going to pass my drivers test next tuesday, i havent even remotely started on my research paper....and I DON'T CARE. I can't do anything right...there is nothing to make me feel sane. Nothing. Not even going upstairs and locking my door. Yea, yesterday night I went with my parents to eat and my dad saw this guy he knew and he goes .."Hey, this is my wife April..." and um, sorta forgot that I was sitting right there. Like he was embarrassed by me. I mean I feel like everyone is embarrassed by me... it's sad. Even my little sister is. I want to move to France for real. But hey, ppl there might hate me too. Whatever. I am not talking anymore.