sea monkeys and hot dog smoothies
i finally went to sleep last night...well this morning at 6:30. i woke up around noon. took a shower and went to dunhams and wendys with james and mike. i like spending time with those guys...they are like my big brothers. then i went to chelseas house because we were going to their track meet. she seemed very sad tonight. and then we went to kristens house before the track meet. her friend dane was there and he didnt look at me once. chelsea asked him if he had met me before and he just kept looking at her and said yeah, we've met...when i'm pretty sure i'd never met him before ever. and still he never looked over...he acted as if i was a piece of shit and wasnt worth being caught in his sight. so i kept to myself. it was very awkward. then we left kristens a little bit later and went to the track meet. it wasnt too bad i suppose. went back to chelseas house afterwards and she worked on her paper while i took a nap. she didnt really say anything to me at all. it was very awkward and i felt uncomfortable. nothing i said would make her laugh or even smile. and thats just weird because usually i can make her at least smile..but not tonight. so i thought she was mad at me because i didnt want to hang out with her friends tonight so i said i was sorry for it and she said she was going over there when i left. i dont know..it was awkward because she wouldnt talk at all...she just said she was watching tv. i mean i dont care if she wants to hang out with her friends..thats cool all she had to do was say hey i wanna go hang out with my friends and i'd be like alright. i dont know..it was just a really long awkward silence and it made me uncomfortable. then i left her house at ten because david was supposed to meet me here..but guess whos not here. david. i dont know i might have told him i'd still be home at 1120 as usual...i probably did but i meant to tell him i'd be here when he got here. oh well...i'm just sitting in my room...with no chair because the people stole it for euchre out in the kitchen. so i'm on the floor in my room...i dont know...i wish one of my friends would come in here..i feel lonely. and since i actually am alone in here...i am alone. meh, i dont know...i just feel...bad i guess is the word to describe it. i wish we had the punching bag here..i think i'm going to have james go to dunhams with me and go halfsies on one. they had one for 50 bucks...anyway davids here now..so i'm out..