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this is the first time in a long time that ive actually wanted a boyfriend
first time ive felt really really lonely in a while
i have no money. ive been drinking a lot. i wuv chelsea but i miss becca.
admitting to myself the feelings that i have for this boy who is far away and unnatainable at first seemed funny and interesting and almost comforting in a strange way.
now its just really bringing me down.
and this shit with how one of my coworkers has been acting twoards me is a constant sting.
i know it will get better but man..
bleh. fuck today.
first time ive felt really really lonely in a while
i have no money. ive been drinking a lot. i wuv chelsea but i miss becca.
admitting to myself the feelings that i have for this boy who is far away and unnatainable at first seemed funny and interesting and almost comforting in a strange way.
now its just really bringing me down.
and this shit with how one of my coworkers has been acting twoards me is a constant sting.
i know it will get better but man..
bleh. fuck today.