Going Crazy
I am going stir crazy...
Really I am, I need to find Willow! Xander's in no state to do anything right now, all thanks to Eve who is at the top of my "who to maim or kill next" list, she really needs to learn to pick her victims better. Xander's not just anyone, he's one of my best friends and he's family, I would do anything to protect him and I mean anything. I haven't lived this long just to lose the people I love the most, it's just that simple.
Talked with Giles, told him about my chest pains, but that subject got veered off when I mentioned the note from Sebastian. He's up to something, I can't really believe what Giles wants me to do, I've gathered most of the ingredients for the spell, he's so enthusiastic about, something to do with the spell on Drusilla and Sebastian, only time will tell, only time will tell.
Promised Faith, I'd go to the hospital, get myself checked out but everything's been so hectic, I can't leave Xander on his own, not now, especially not now. Still haven't seen or talked to Dawn in ages, if I didn't know better, I'd say she was avoiding me, which I guess I can get but still, it sucks and it hurts. But getting back to my previous statements, maybe this pain I feel is connected to Spike? I mean, my soul did go through him to get me, it's a thought, it's a thought...
Right! Going to go punch the punching bag some more, seems to help...
Really I am, I need to find Willow! Xander's in no state to do anything right now, all thanks to Eve who is at the top of my "who to maim or kill next" list, she really needs to learn to pick her victims better. Xander's not just anyone, he's one of my best friends and he's family, I would do anything to protect him and I mean anything. I haven't lived this long just to lose the people I love the most, it's just that simple.
Talked with Giles, told him about my chest pains, but that subject got veered off when I mentioned the note from Sebastian. He's up to something, I can't really believe what Giles wants me to do, I've gathered most of the ingredients for the spell, he's so enthusiastic about, something to do with the spell on Drusilla and Sebastian, only time will tell, only time will tell.
Promised Faith, I'd go to the hospital, get myself checked out but everything's been so hectic, I can't leave Xander on his own, not now, especially not now. Still haven't seen or talked to Dawn in ages, if I didn't know better, I'd say she was avoiding me, which I guess I can get but still, it sucks and it hurts. But getting back to my previous statements, maybe this pain I feel is connected to Spike? I mean, my soul did go through him to get me, it's a thought, it's a thought...
Right! Going to go punch the punching bag some more, seems to help...