REALIZE!!!!!

[chanaliscious]

So I realize that I will die of early exhaustion.... I always got something to do some where to be. And when I do have down time I always have to find something to do. This is though only on rare occasions. But my mind has set itself to be non stop. I should be in bed cause I have to be to work at 5 am and it's um....... almost 1 am and I got out of work at like 11..... I am pretty much killin myself and I just realizeed this.... So.. aheam I ditched him again tonight..... Idk why but I just feel in the back of my mind and in the depth of my heart that things will never be the same. And plus a certain someone else will get mad. It also has come to my relization that ever since I gotten a cell it rings because everyone believes that I know where all the parties are....... I do lol. but thats not the point I am tryin to place here. Anywayz....... I lied about my age last night at a party which i chose to not party at because I had practice in the am. I think I want to go back there it was fun watching ppl have fun and watching the clock. Lol....... I .... am goin to ... try to go to bed now.....
I am also lazy to fill my gas tank because it's too damn cold out.....