Jul 16, 2005 20:31
A phrase I made up today..
ur words they bleed into a thousand letters that u now speak for me to hear. Ur smiles they're worth dying for and ur eyes are worth trying for.
IT'S EXACTLY TWO MONTHS TODAY SINCE I MOVED AWAY FROM WINDHAM!!!!
My confusin of the week / Complaint
Im mixed up idk whats going on Im confused but Im not as worry. Only when I sit and think of it. When the phone rings I hope it to be him. I haven't talked to him since fri. Thats quite a while compared to what Im use to (everyday). At night I still wait for his phone calls. For the pass couple months I barely had sleep cause I would talk to him every night so late at night, that sleep was not even pressed upon. But this pass week idk what happened. Im not sure what happened. I suppose it someone new or I suppose he's busy. He's graduated and all but still. I usually dont jump into conclusions and I usually dont fret but it sucks when things were going good and then now there's ummmmm no info on whats going on. Im gettin a bad vibe and Idk why. But Im coming to realize that some where in the back of my mind Im just wasting my time and that I shouldn't care cause we are just friends but at times it felt a lil more. Ok Every confused ??? good cause I need to let this all out. Im afraid to call him and afraid of what might happen. Cause I truly feel that it'll be the moment of truth. I dont wanna loose that boi.. blahhhhhh