What to do when they forget their wallet..????
Well I was in my pj's all settle in for a harmless nonactive sat night just cause my plans were ruin due to cancelled dance. But get a call get kidnapped, go out to eat.... finish eating.... look argue for 5 mins cause someone 4get they wallet.... I get fusturated... Say fuck just get up and drive back to ur house.... he leaves..... drop the cash and then check out and leave..... hmmm good technique... my mom does well.. But Im a spoiled beatch and go shoppin for an early b-day gift the benefits of having my mom with me.
Sometimes I hide the words of truth.... to how I really feel, I use excuses to keep u from the truth, it aint right and I know, but u just can't know..... that I miss u, hurts to have to let u go, tell u that it's over, and still be so in love with u. Watch ur life go exactly perfect just as I had perdicted when I let u go. Ppl do krazy things. What I did was foolish but it was out of love and hurt. Hurt to see that u deserved so much more. Some other girl that aint me. So I say the things to hide from the truth, with fear that u will discover the truth. Im happy o so happy for all u have and what u have. It's what a I want. But why does all feel so wrong when Im sitting here alone thinkin about all the times we had. U and me just sitting there on ur bed. Talkin what ever came to our head. Just walkin up to our spot and seeing u there waiting for me. It was the best thing in my life that anything else couldn't be. Kissing u slowly, laying in ur arms. Done it before with others but in ur arms and with ur lips, it's just a different story. Kinda hard to explain but boi I'll try. I miss having u here with me callin u mine, just makin sweet good times...... but I let u go. God I didn't even know.... it just felt like it was what I was meant to do. Im sorry for what I put u through. But do realize that I still do miss u, think of u, and care 4 u. Just cause I let u go dont mean love isn't still a word that we once knew.................
Deep shit by me Chandra T.... can u put a name to this????? Whoever does wins a secret kool prize lol