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so SIT in vermont lost my recommendation for the third fuckin time. not happy about it at all. nope nope nope nope. since monterey fell threw ive been trying to find another school and so ive found SIT, but knowing my luck theyll get the third recommendation and deny my application because they havent recieved the fourth. why did i trust hughes, my boss at hillel, i have no idea. cause he still hasnt paid me for babysitting his house or hasnt written this recommendation i asked him to write, which he agreed to, in JUNE! sorry just a little angry. next on the applicatioin list is OSU and Denver. I have to still send out some stuff for Denver and OSU plus i have to finish UC's application. oh yea, getting pressure from a friend to stay in cbus for 6 months so he can have a roommate plus the parentals pushing this fuckin nursing home job. I DONT WANT TO BE DERRON, my step brother. money doesnt mean shit to me. sure itd be nice to ahve some but I DONT CARE. id rather be happy at a job/grad school that i truly want rather WASTE my time on something i dont want to do in any way shape or form. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. ok sorry i just need to vent a little more. also i have no interest in moving to florida or anywhere else in the south, unless i ahve to. ok thats enough. i have a meeting with carrer services in 2 hours and class and i still need to shower. in other news, i dont think im gonna hang with ym camp friends anymore. its weird but i think ive outgrown them. also i have to find a way to see both sara and eric during the 16-20th. should be really hard cause im prolly gonna have to open on that saturda and close on that sunday, leaving about 6 hrs or so for each. either way im prolly gonna crash in dayton on the 18 prolly leave around 6 and drive back to cbus on the 19th prolly around 2 or 3. ok i got to get showered and dressed. later