Jan 07, 2005 00:58
...then maybe you can help me understand something. What is it with people? I mean seriously, they can be so freaking confusing sometimes.
Like the idiots I have to deal with on a daily basis. "The card says 'Coursepack, go to class'. What does that mean?" "Are you serious, you're only going to give me 5 dollars for this book?" "My professor said the book was going to be here." "Yeah, I'm sorry I didn't realize I grabbed the wrong coursepack until I got home, and I know it says 'No Returns' but I just bought it like 2 hours ago." "You guys are just ripping us off." And to them, I say "get fucked"! No one forced your stupid ass to come to college. No one twisted your arm, held a gun to your head, or tortured you into coming to school. You don't like it? Then do something else. Don't bitch to me about your problems because it's not going to make them go away.
Then you have the people that just all of a sudden change up on you. Like when you start to think you know someone, they turn around and just surprise you with something completely unexpected. All of a sudden, they're not so friendly. Or maybe they just stop caring. Who knows. It's like you're out on this really large battlefield and you're the only one doing anything to try and win the war. Meanwhile, everyone else is sitting on their ass, while you do all the work. And there's no point in fighting because what good will it do in the long run when nothing will change. Maybe it won't. Maybe things won't work out. That could very well happen. But to some it's not a possibility. Apparently, there are a few people out there who are gifted psychics that can see into the future and know how things will happen. Or maybe they're just too damn weak to bother.
Most of all, I wonder about myself. I wonder why I am the way I am. Why I choose to fight. Why I always try to do good, and be good when it will just possibly blow up in my face anyways. Why I work my ass of everyday. I sit here and wonder what it is that made me this way. Most of all, I wonder what makes everyone else the way they are...