I finally finished my research paper for History and handed in the rest of my homework. I'm finally a little ahead of the assignments rather than just being on time. It's my comfort zone to be a couple of assignments ahead. Amber's 4H club had to figure out a way to sponsor the Winter dance so she decided to hold a Winter Carnival and all clubs and
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*tilts his head, studying her*
Ask me your question.
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Cool, yay! I'll figure something out and we can plan a day to do that. I'm not like a super cook, but I've learned to cook a few things. I can make you an authentic mexican dinner. I don't know if you'd like that or not.
*plays nervously with her cup*
It's nothing really, I'm just kinda curious about something.
*bites lip*
Do you ever....I mean have you even thought about. We've been alone alot and we've not ever...alot of guys would have. Do you just not want to? Or is it me? Ugh. See, nevermind, I can't even form a complete sentence.
*looks up at him, embarassed smile*
Just um yeah. You should majorly ignore me at this point.
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Yeah, of course I have. It's just...
*searches for the right words*
I love you. The last thing I want to do is rush you into doing something you may not be ready for. Hell, as much as I think about doing it, and trust me that's a lot, I'm not sure I'm ready for it either.
Big step and you saw how...well I mean how some of the people in school are once they go to that level.
I never want our relationship to be based on sex. It's always been special and I figure we'll do it when the time is right for both of us.
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I love you too, and I'm not sure I'm ready either. I wasn't um suggesting that we um go have sex right this second or anything. I was just curious whether or not the thought had crossed your mind. Cause I mean, I'm..it has crossed my mind maybe once or twice. It's just we sorta skirted around the subject but never really talked about it and I thought maybe I was just weird for having thought about it already when you hadn't. And Oh my God I'll shut up now.
*blushes*
You would think with me being around Anya the way she talks I would not be such an idiot talking about this.
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You aren't an idiot. I think we're both just...shy. Nothing to be ashamed of, Tres.
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I wish I wasn't. So shy, that is. It sucks. I kind of envy Anya for the way she can just say whatever comes to her mind.
*looks up at him*
So now that I have embarrassed the heck out of the both of us, and um let my curiousity get the best of me. Is there any true confessions you wish to make or anything that you wanna know?
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Hmm true confessions? I think I'm pretty much an open book.
Anything I want to know? I like it when you surprise me.
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You like it when I surprise you. Well, I'll have to keep that in mind.
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