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So It has been a while since I updated. Sorry about that. It is just there was a lot going on there for a while and most people who read this I don't know in life and I jsut didn't want to write in this when I was so...lksjdgfksgdhnkgfdslk when people I don't know read it. not that I don't love you guys DEEPLY but yeah. I have like, three friensd in life who read this. Things are better now, don't want to go into it but yeah, I was just having a bad time and my lj would have been terribly emo. tomorrow is my, shed the emo day where I plan to sleep, take a long bath, read a book and not tlak to peopel. and hug a teddy bear. then I will try my hardest not to be sad as much, because emo me is a bad me. I am sitting up, doing natta, talking to john. I was tlkaing to toher people but they LEFT ME DEAD. DEAD DO YOU HEAR ME YOU BASTARDS.
the skin on my wrists is shinny.
Fab and John are gonna let me pick out their clothes. john gets tobe a purdy hippie boy and fabian has to wear girl pants. (not my fault they are all that iwll fit him. ...fucking skinny little thing. his legs are my arms. But whev, adorable anyway. PLUS I GET TO DRESS PEOPEL. YEY. I love to do that.
its like 4:30 in the mornign. I went to aparty today.... I beat John with pvc pipe and drank a lot of moutain dew.
apperantly it is five finger happy time.
whodathunkit.
the skin on my wrists is shinny.
Fab and John are gonna let me pick out their clothes. john gets tobe a purdy hippie boy and fabian has to wear girl pants. (not my fault they are all that iwll fit him. ...fucking skinny little thing. his legs are my arms. But whev, adorable anyway. PLUS I GET TO DRESS PEOPEL. YEY. I love to do that.
its like 4:30 in the mornign. I went to aparty today.... I beat John with pvc pipe and drank a lot of moutain dew.
apperantly it is five finger happy time.
whodathunkit.