Feb 08, 2005 15:37
To all my so called "friends":
Stop trying to change me. Stop trying to "fix" me. Last time I checked, I wasn't some broken toy stuffed under your bed. I am who I am, and for once in my life I'm truly fine with myself. I'm not going to change for anyone anymore. Last year, I tried so hard to be everything you wanted me to be, to fit into your fucked up concept of perfect. I'm over it. Being someone I'm not isn't what I want to do anymore, and if you don't like me or love me for who I am, then you can go fuck yourself for all I care. Your not the kind of person I need in my life anyways. Yes, I'm going to fuck up sometimes and yes, im going to say things I really shouldn't, but these are MY mistakes and MY choices, not yours. Let me learn from them instead of bagging on me. I think sometimes you forget that NOBODY is perfect, not even you. And honestly, if I'm going to talk shit or say something about someone, I'm going to say it, regardless of whether you like it or not. And I know that some of you guys think that you "dont talk shit", but please. That's a load of bullshit. Everyone does it just as much as I do, so I dont understand why I'm the only one getting yelled at for it. The only one thing that im sure of is:
I don't live with the regrets anymore♥
ps. If your going to comment and bitch at me, stop yourself right now. I hear it enough already.