Dec 05, 2004 19:43
well these last couple of days have been real...i dunno...dull. i'm going to have to blame the weather for all the bad moods because i have no other explanantion. i'm going to have to say that if it is going to be this cold it should at least snow. i mean how kewl would that be? snowing in L.A. talk about dreaming. but imagine how fun it would be...no school and a snow day! that would be great!! gosh it really sucks because i'm grounded and i hate it. and usually my mom is real kewl about this whole grounding thing but i guess she gave that up because now she wont let me do anything. well except for right now but that is because i am at her boyfriends parents house for dinner and she knows that that is really boring for me. so yeah. i really need to go christmas shopping but i dont have time. i was supose to go this weekend but i didnt. and earlier my sisters begged me to paint their nails because i was painting mine. and so i was painting hannahs nails and she wouldnt stay still and then i got nail polish all over my pants and in my hair and it wont come out!!! i even tried washing it! i'm sooo mad! well anyway i finally saw sleepover this weekend and i loved it! i ecspecially love this one song in it! i still cant believe that we are graduating this year. it is sooo weird. i wanna stay in middle school with everybody. i dont like drastic change and this would fit under that catagory. i'm going to miss everyone wayyyy to much! i dont know how i can live without you guys. and if i go to burbank i'm never going to see anyone and i really dont want that. but what can we do, right? but it still sucks that like everybody is going to a different school and stuff. it is going to be sooo weird. well aside from that...I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY..."please see last entry from hillarys livejournal, Brused_heart" thank you. haha. i kept saying that i was going to do that so now that i am finally updating i can. i really need to finish my page for the yearbook but there is a lot of stuff i need to do before i can and it really sucks because i dont have time or the money to do it all. but whatever. but when it is done it should be awesome because me and manda mixed pictures so it should be good. well this is a really long entry but is probably going to be the last entry for awhile. oh and how does everyone like the livejournal? what can i say? it is so totally me! *thanks hillary for doing it* well i love everyone a whole lot and i really mean that when i say it!
lovealways~skyla
ps. i wrote a poem this weekend
i dont remember all of it so i'll give you guys part of it
...glitter blue tears fall to the paper
of the letter
of the words that are always unsaid
crumpled up and thrown away
even though those words never change
they remain in the memories of those who once knew
but those words,
these words, never get back to you...
tell me what you think?~