Nov 02, 2006 21:34
Im ok now, had a little frustration spell...it happens, life WILL go on, so Brie and I are just taking a little break, but not breaking up and i think shes gonna come down and see me...yay. I starting to think i need more attention than she does. Love is weird sometimes, i dont know what to think every once in a while, but im happy that shes ok, and im ok, and theres still a future for us. The Love never died, i just came close to giving up, as you know by now i am a romantic, its the way i like it. I am super lonely being here for the last 10 months, just wondering whats next. But now im back on track and promises have been made and plans are made, i just hope that they all work, im gonna work my ass off to buy a house by May. And no going to Brandon unless i have to hence the "Break" right now. I wish it could be much simpler, but life is never simple, life is actually so frustrating it makes people so depressed and messed up and to just hold on is a challenge. Life must have been so much more simpler 100 years ago, work for your life and live for your work, so many less: money problems, global issues, pollution, diseases, political bullshit, retards running the world, etc. And its all about Money, anyway ill quit this rant before i go to crazy.