May 23, 2005 22:16
Raged at the guy who caused my
earlier outburst on IM. Now I feel somewhat placated, but definitely
stupid. I think I have serious trust issues when it comes to members of
the opposite sex. It's not that I don't trust them,
because the only ones I associate with are trustworthy. It's more
that I don't trust them to give me a straight-up answer on whether they
want to do something or not.
Me: "Want to go see that movie (the one you've been dying to see)?"
Male: "Well, um, I think I might have plans, but I don't know. Something might come up."
Translation of Male: "Not
really, but I'm going to try and spare your feelings, thus trampling on
your heart even more in the long run."
Riddiculous!
The object of my anger, however, swore he wasn't giving me the runaround, though, so what am I supposed to think?
Feeling rather low...