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Hi my name is Rachael. I have a best friend and his name is Matt, sometimes he gets on my nerves, but of course sometimes I get on his, but hey its all good, I really want to tell him how much he means to me. and how thankful I am for him having my back all the time, through think and then and we was never afraid to tell me what he thought of the things I was doing, which totally rox its awsome. And I guess you could say this is my way of telling him, he will soon see this and understand. I thought that my whole life I was alone, and I still feel I am except I am alone and matts there, cause he has been there too... See we go through constant ridicule, and some of the people that ridicule me are the people that are reading this right now or friends of you the one who is reading this... Thanx a lot to you... You all think you know where I have been but you dont, I am not a bad person, we all make bad choices sometimes I just make different ones... I have been through A life that all you people couldnt imagine, and though I have been through that the people you are the meanest too are the people who are honest and the best friends you could ever have... faithful, but I guess that means nothing to you... You say your my friend to my face but I kno all the times you talk about me behind my back haha I hear it... thanx, I have one true friend in the world matt... and he knows how it feels he wont hold anything against me, ask yourself one question would I want to be my own friend....??? I ask meself that question all the time and most of the time I come up with the answer yes, I would love to be my own friend... I have changed and so has matt, the only difference between us is that he can hide his feelings better then I can... Thanx to all you fake people you have just made me stronger.... yes I sit here and cry I am not a badd ass I can admit I cry, but you kno who you are the ones that laugh when they see what I wear or how I talk of when I trip, but there's 2 different kinds of laughing... laughing at me and laughing with me... some how this turned into me babbling on about my life, and hey its all good there are couple people out there who got my backlike Jackster, and Rock but naw I am not so sure about the rest of you, hey its all good all you need in life is that one true friend and I have 3. Now you know but when will you care???