Jan 24, 2004 02:40
So it's been like a year since i wrote in this thing. Tonight was my first night partying at ship in like a month. it is good to be back. But whnever i come home from drinking , like now, i feel regret. I feel regret for the things i don't do anymore. I don't see my frind todd anymore, i don't drive the streets of harrisburg, and i don't walk home from smee's at night.
Those were the days.
I am 21 now, and whether i like it or not, i am growing up. Next december i graduate. that is fucking scary. i fyou ever saw that movie "Any given sunday", i feel like steamin willie beamin. that is fucking a metaphor for life!!
well i am drunk and tired. I will live to see another day....as will you.
Pees