Sigh

[chambz]

Why does nobody ever do or say what they REALLY think? Am I the only one who actually does? It's like everyone is wrapped in these stupid barriers; it's so hard trying to get through them to something meaningful. Vagueness is worthless, silence does nothing. I don't get what people are trying to accomplish. I'm clear with you, why can't you be too? I wish I could just give up and stop wasting my time and energy, but I guess that's just not me. I can't be satisfied with that. But it wears me down. It robs me of my time. It makes me get back out of bed and write down what's nagging at me and keeping me awake.

Will I ever be truly happy? I hope I can stop this soon.