Feb 16, 2004 19:22
Today i learned that my parents liket o play games with my mind, they tell me that i can move out and that it will be ok and that i will just have to pay for everything and i say ok!!! thats exciting and then within their next breath they tell me that i cant and that they dont approve of it and wont let me till i am out of community college! Ok so where is the sanity in that whole conversation. I was finally accepting the fact that i couldnt move out and then they trow me this amazing curve ball that brings my hopes to a new level and then shoots it down within the blink of an eye. It just boggles my mind and makes my heart ache with confusion. I think they enjoy making my life confusing and not level headed. But ne ways !! i went shopping today with lexi and i got some baseball t-shirts that i have been wanting for the longest time and that makes me so excited! also i hung out with a guy who made me feel so great today and has been doing that for this whole week latly total flip on life!! its way exciting!! but my love to all!! and spring break is just around the corner as well as lexi's b-day and then mine then graduation then katie's b-day and their graduation!!! i am so stoked!! lets just keep our fingers crossed that all goes well!!