Him
how can you get over some one who is always there, even when your not looking he's there, and the feeling inside that at anymoment he'll just arrive out of the blue and make everything sunny again? its impossible, the feeling of dissapointment when he doesn't turn up for getting hopes up and when he does turn up for wanting him so much.
in truth he is like a drug to me, if i see him once i change for hours, i go quitet and out of mind thinking more then normal, and if i don't see him i jst want to see him to make me happy when if i do see him makes me feel as if i've been plunged back into depression.
I guess i can't win, and he's a reason why i can't go where i want to go for sixth form if i see him everyday when he leaves i will probably be inconsolable.
just wish there was some way that i didn't feel like this
in truth he is like a drug to me, if i see him once i change for hours, i go quitet and out of mind thinking more then normal, and if i don't see him i jst want to see him to make me happy when if i do see him makes me feel as if i've been plunged back into depression.
I guess i can't win, and he's a reason why i can't go where i want to go for sixth form if i see him everyday when he leaves i will probably be inconsolable.
just wish there was some way that i didn't feel like this