not by the hair of my chinny chin chin
so.
i dont know..
lets see whats been happening
went to the beach with larry candance and stacey last weekend..got a nice tan :)
larry and i broke up one day this week. im not actually sure which one heh.
what started it? caty and i got lost..he didnt believe me "where the FUCK are you at?? dont tell me you dont fucking know you stupid bitch i know you do!" blah blah
so. my phone rang for 9 hours..every other voicemail was name-calling/degrading me and then there was the i love you/be my wife ones
well hmm i dont know. i really dont think im bothered so much bc i just couldnt bring myself to care for him more than a friend. yeah i miss his company sometimes now but umm im not heartbroken over this. then again, i said a few yrs ago that the next time someone spoke to me that way id turn and leave. only this time i drove to his apartment and wanted to beat the fucking shit out of him. pussy holding a baby.
i learned quite a bit though that i didnt know. its kinda scary and im glad im out of the relationship. he was talking about marriage and kids and how im the one to settle him down and how hes loved me since the second he seen me blush and bite my lip.
i dont know. the nite was full of hurtful words and hilarious ones. his way of complimenting me? "but baby i was lying! i love everything about you. your big eyes, your curly hair, your big teeth!" my big teeth? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i know he was being sweet. and thats what i really liked about him. he wasnt sweet to me in the mushy way..he was just..saying what he honestly thought. but, what he honestly thought ended up being horrible also. im a fatass stupid bitch. ha!
funny conversations of the nite. he told me my pussy stunk when i was on my period. well excuse me but if you shove your face into a bleeding one im pretty sure its not going to smell how it does on a normal day..anyway he called me at 2 or 3 something telling me to get off my fatass and go clean his apartment. my reply? sorry but i need to go clean the stinky cunt. he didnt appreciate that. *click*
he would call..say what he had to say and hang up. call right back. say what he had to say. think of something new. call back. if i called him back bc I wanted to talk hed be like :why are you calling me back? you miss me? you cant handle not being with me?"
hell no mother fucker im calling you back so you will get everything out that needs to be said and stop fucking calling
i had to completely recharge my phone 2 times. thats fucking pityful.
argh
so yeah.
im glad i didnt care. im glad i didnt let his words get to me. im happy to have escaped before those life long plans became permanently set into his mind. and im glad my pussy smells good today
<33
ps
im hungry and thirsty and a J would be nice right now. any volunteers?
i dont know..
lets see whats been happening
went to the beach with larry candance and stacey last weekend..got a nice tan :)
larry and i broke up one day this week. im not actually sure which one heh.
what started it? caty and i got lost..he didnt believe me "where the FUCK are you at?? dont tell me you dont fucking know you stupid bitch i know you do!" blah blah
so. my phone rang for 9 hours..every other voicemail was name-calling/degrading me and then there was the i love you/be my wife ones
well hmm i dont know. i really dont think im bothered so much bc i just couldnt bring myself to care for him more than a friend. yeah i miss his company sometimes now but umm im not heartbroken over this. then again, i said a few yrs ago that the next time someone spoke to me that way id turn and leave. only this time i drove to his apartment and wanted to beat the fucking shit out of him. pussy holding a baby.
i learned quite a bit though that i didnt know. its kinda scary and im glad im out of the relationship. he was talking about marriage and kids and how im the one to settle him down and how hes loved me since the second he seen me blush and bite my lip.
i dont know. the nite was full of hurtful words and hilarious ones. his way of complimenting me? "but baby i was lying! i love everything about you. your big eyes, your curly hair, your big teeth!" my big teeth? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i know he was being sweet. and thats what i really liked about him. he wasnt sweet to me in the mushy way..he was just..saying what he honestly thought. but, what he honestly thought ended up being horrible also. im a fatass stupid bitch. ha!
funny conversations of the nite. he told me my pussy stunk when i was on my period. well excuse me but if you shove your face into a bleeding one im pretty sure its not going to smell how it does on a normal day..anyway he called me at 2 or 3 something telling me to get off my fatass and go clean his apartment. my reply? sorry but i need to go clean the stinky cunt. he didnt appreciate that. *click*
he would call..say what he had to say and hang up. call right back. say what he had to say. think of something new. call back. if i called him back bc I wanted to talk hed be like :why are you calling me back? you miss me? you cant handle not being with me?"
hell no mother fucker im calling you back so you will get everything out that needs to be said and stop fucking calling
i had to completely recharge my phone 2 times. thats fucking pityful.
argh
so yeah.
im glad i didnt care. im glad i didnt let his words get to me. im happy to have escaped before those life long plans became permanently set into his mind. and im glad my pussy smells good today
<33
ps
im hungry and thirsty and a J would be nice right now. any volunteers?