Feb 21, 2011 23:31
Tonight on the way home from work I didn't puke once.. Which is a big step from this morning! It happened twice in the car on the way to work, but I wasn't exactly sick. I just had an upset stomach, afflicting me at the worst possible time. Hopefully this won't happen again tomorrow. I can only hope..When we got home, we found that elusive screech owl that's been coming around recently. He was in the tree at the end of our driveway being cute and poofy. I've decided that I'll name him Jupiter, since he's a repeat visitor, of course! He made my night, and I appreciate that. Thank you, Jupiter.
I really need to pick up that writing book that I've been considering lately. I need an excuse to refunnel my frustrations into something productive that I'm actually pretty decent at. Not that I'm really 'bad' at those other things, I've just always had a really wonderful relationship with words. It's something that in every way comes naturally.
I've been trying really hard lately, not to get caught up in thoughts that can only really prevent me from moving forward with my life. I don't think that I have a poor attitude about things, I just havent quite decided what I want. I don't feel like I have to rush that. I really don't give a crap if anybody else feels differently. Never have, likely never will. I am stubborn in my ways, both a gift and a curse. I just need to sort out all of the static in my brain and in my life and put things in order.