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This is directed to someone, I'm not trying to be rude or anything of the sort. I just hate seeing a life wasted and I hate to see someone that I once, truly cared about be miserable.
"Anyone can do anything. Anyone can change themselves for the better. All you have to do is sit down and think, 'how can I fix this?' And then you fucking go out there and do what you have to do. You can't sit around blaming other people for what has happened. It is your fault that you are in the certain situation that you are in, and you are the only one that can get yourself out of the mess. You don't have to go to extremes or any shit like that. You just have to believe in yourself and tell yourself that you can do it, because, anyone can accomplish what they put there mind to. So stop sitting around and blaming other people and fix your life if that is what your want to do. Because, it seems very hard to do but you know what, its not that difficult. Just get up, open your eyes, and do something about it."
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I find myself crying a lot about people and their problems and think about how I can help them. I don't know why but that is the way I am. I can try to hate someone with all my might but when someone is in distress I can't help it but try to help them solve their problems. I think this is because in that I moment, I forget all of the shit that has gone down and think about the times when we actually had fun together. I've looked at so many old pictures and I get so confused about where it went wrong. I find myself crying and thinking about what I did wrong. This happens too much, when that cute guy ignores you, when your "best friend" talks behind your back, and where your slapped with random and hurtful information. I think and wish that we had no feeling and no memory of the past but then I think twice and know that without the past, there would be no future, we wouldn't be who we are today and we wouldn't know our boundaries and wouldn't have learned any important lessons. So I am at a total state of confusion because this has happened to me so many times before and I'm just not sure what I should fucking do. Oh well, life goes on.
"Anyone can do anything. Anyone can change themselves for the better. All you have to do is sit down and think, 'how can I fix this?' And then you fucking go out there and do what you have to do. You can't sit around blaming other people for what has happened. It is your fault that you are in the certain situation that you are in, and you are the only one that can get yourself out of the mess. You don't have to go to extremes or any shit like that. You just have to believe in yourself and tell yourself that you can do it, because, anyone can accomplish what they put there mind to. So stop sitting around and blaming other people and fix your life if that is what your want to do. Because, it seems very hard to do but you know what, its not that difficult. Just get up, open your eyes, and do something about it."
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I find myself crying a lot about people and their problems and think about how I can help them. I don't know why but that is the way I am. I can try to hate someone with all my might but when someone is in distress I can't help it but try to help them solve their problems. I think this is because in that I moment, I forget all of the shit that has gone down and think about the times when we actually had fun together. I've looked at so many old pictures and I get so confused about where it went wrong. I find myself crying and thinking about what I did wrong. This happens too much, when that cute guy ignores you, when your "best friend" talks behind your back, and where your slapped with random and hurtful information. I think and wish that we had no feeling and no memory of the past but then I think twice and know that without the past, there would be no future, we wouldn't be who we are today and we wouldn't know our boundaries and wouldn't have learned any important lessons. So I am at a total state of confusion because this has happened to me so many times before and I'm just not sure what I should fucking do. Oh well, life goes on.