Something I thought I should share.
I'm working on going to school in Minnesota in either the next season or the one after. I thought a lot of people would like to know that. It's kind of silly what I'm planning on going for. Most people who know me wouldn't think I'd go for this major. Hell, I didn't ever think I'd go for this major.
I'm more than a little frightened of this whole idea. This feels like something that is good to do and it's my decision to do it. In the past I have found that combining good things with their being my idea usually means that a crushing blow to my ego and my facilities for independence which will leave me reeling for months is incoming soon.
I'd sort of like the wrenching blow to not come this time if it's all the same. No more devastating relationship discoveries, betrayals from close friends, car accidents, fires, thefts or other things that could set me back . I kinda just want to actually start living outdoors again and putting together my resources to pay back the mountains of debt I'm in. I kinda want to hurry too before society implodes in on itself. Because then I'd be stuck with all of this weight with no outlet for it.
Basically I just want to be able to just move out to the midwest, go to school, get a job, get married, kids, etc...and patiently await armageddon soz I can set up shop making nails and horseshoes. That'd just be spiff if that could happen.
I'm more than a little frightened of this whole idea. This feels like something that is good to do and it's my decision to do it. In the past I have found that combining good things with their being my idea usually means that a crushing blow to my ego and my facilities for independence which will leave me reeling for months is incoming soon.
I'd sort of like the wrenching blow to not come this time if it's all the same. No more devastating relationship discoveries, betrayals from close friends, car accidents, fires, thefts or other things that could set me back . I kinda just want to actually start living outdoors again and putting together my resources to pay back the mountains of debt I'm in. I kinda want to hurry too before society implodes in on itself. Because then I'd be stuck with all of this weight with no outlet for it.
Basically I just want to be able to just move out to the midwest, go to school, get a job, get married, kids, etc...and patiently await armageddon soz I can set up shop making nails and horseshoes. That'd just be spiff if that could happen.