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I'm about to leave for nationals.
i can't bring myself to go into my room and go to sleep cause i'm nervous.
i don't know why.
i have my future mapped out.
nothing really rides on this at all.
that was all last summer, but i fucked that up.
but still, its whatever.
cause i'm going to an AMAZING school that picked me instead of vice versa, and i'm happy.
cause for the first time in my life, i'm at a stand still.
i've said that i really just want to leave, get out of here, blah blah blah, but i don't.
i'm in limbo.
waiting for the rest of my life to start, but really without any obligations at all...
i like this.
in 24 days i'm getting two tattoos (shhh!) and i will be 18 (Finally)
and i have awesome friends.
and i went to an AWESOME concert last night (john mayer. front row. 'nuff said)
and i am DETERMINED to have an awesome time at nationals regardless of whether or not i have to hang with a completely different group of people.
and i'm gonna find me some cute boys to dance with.
so hah.
summer=perfection.
i can't bring myself to go into my room and go to sleep cause i'm nervous.
i don't know why.
i have my future mapped out.
nothing really rides on this at all.
that was all last summer, but i fucked that up.
but still, its whatever.
cause i'm going to an AMAZING school that picked me instead of vice versa, and i'm happy.
cause for the first time in my life, i'm at a stand still.
i've said that i really just want to leave, get out of here, blah blah blah, but i don't.
i'm in limbo.
waiting for the rest of my life to start, but really without any obligations at all...
i like this.
in 24 days i'm getting two tattoos (shhh!) and i will be 18 (Finally)
and i have awesome friends.
and i went to an AWESOME concert last night (john mayer. front row. 'nuff said)
and i am DETERMINED to have an awesome time at nationals regardless of whether or not i have to hang with a completely different group of people.
and i'm gonna find me some cute boys to dance with.
so hah.
summer=perfection.